I was just thinking….

If i were a celebrity i would like to show up to the Oscars or any award show in a cosplay outfit! I think it would be awesome! Well depending what anime or video game  i would think it would get me a lot of attention, which is of course what being a celebrity is about. I mean have you ever been a douche to a celebrity? If you have then you know that it messes up their entire game. they want you to like them so they have more fans to buy into their stuff. If one were to use anime and manga they would already tap into an already existing fan base and also draw more attention to the award show. Lady Gaga already did the attention grabber outfits, so i think this notion would be a little overplayed for the jolt of excitement factor….. 

Although maybe if you put up a youtube contest for your outfit, that would be more interesting. I dunno, i think it would make it more interesting for me at least, lol.

Later dayZ ^_^

Today, i was working. I felt good till, like, mid way through my shift. i don’t really know why. I just didn’t want to talk to anyone all of a sudden. They were all in my way and i just had to make it through. So that’s what i did. Although it doesn’t help the friendly service people have come to expect from me, I still did my job flawlessly otherwise. I’m just tired of hearing about issues all over the store and all this other mess. If i didn’t have to be friendly to customers i would love my job. I constantly have to be super happy when i am there or someone is like, “what’s wrong? your off today.” and its like, no i’m just not super happy today. I need to get a job where people don’t know me and start over. I hope when i move i can do that. I still gotta get everything ready…. Credit, car, moving money…. *Sigh* this year is gonna be a big year….

Maybe another thing is that i haven’t been doing anything other than going to work and then going home to sleep. I haven’t really let myself get engrossed in a video game in a long time. i try and then i snap myself out of it with a task i need to do and completely turn it off. Writing? I haven’t done that in…..  since last time i posted here. Well publicly  as i did a private one yesterday cause i finally needed to vent. I have been wanting to get back and start writing regularly, but in the end, i end up feeling that its a waste of time or my writing is going to hurt someone’s feelings. I tried to disconnect all the people who actually know me on here so i can just go full blast. there is no way to know if they really are disconnected or not so i just avoid it. maybe i should just do it and see what happens…. i don’t know…. I keep alot of secrets…… I might give it a go one day, we’ll see…

well later then….